i’ve never wanted something more in my life

every night I’m filled with tears because of this incompetence 

…working with a trainer has only embraced my muscle, & i’ve gained 2 inches

it seems i will never be skinny enough for this industry

….it tears me up

i value the influential people that have come into my life, they mean the world to me.

i believe in them.

i want nothing more then to work at their side.

for better or for worse, things happen for a reason

to be smart, be critical

i have a creative mind and it needs to be utilized 

…sometimes you have to find your own way